Plethora of Everything

Don't Let It All Be In Vain God don't let all of this suffering be in vain Your world is like a stitched, oozy wound without a drain Everyone and everything seems to be bursting at the seams Who can really blame the drunks, addicts and fiends Perhaps they've got it right, finding a suitable numbing device Until it becomes a vice, costing them their life But is that such a terrible price to pay? We're all going to die anyway. Just please don't let it all be in vain If there's no happy place here-ever-after it 'd be a real shame For all those that waited day in and day out for their luck to change only to take the blue juice to the vain For all those that went to bed hungry night after night counting their blessings rather than pondering their plight For those that died for having beautiful tusks or amazing coats to feed an ever-hungry population God for these and for all let there be a happy-ever-after, a place of salvation! Please don'...

Sometimes I get home from work stressed out, angry and tired. Sometimes on days like that I wish I could just be 'left alone.' It's because I'm grumpy, I know it and don't want to share that kind of energy with my partner. I'm ashamed to act like an asshole with him when he has nothing to do with my bad day or personal problems. Most days are happy ones for us, thank God and thank us for making them that way but naturally there are rough times as there are for anyone in a serious relationship. A couple of weeks ago I was really struggling with something and did not want to be around my partner at all. I just felt better when he wasn't around... luckily this feeling only lasted for a few days off and on and I was able to do some serious self-work and work through this. It's scary when we feel badly towards our partners or ourselves. At times it seems our feelings and emotions take on a life of their own and are running the show all on their own (espec...